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  2009.11.30  00.48
why is it

I always want to eat cookies, it's almost 1am and all I can think about is baking some cookies right now so I can indulge. Haven't really been up to much. I want to travel really bad.

 
 


 
  2009.07.15  01.36
unsure

I hear them talking, not through their mouths but their eyes. Welcoming, warning and scared. How can you tell them to run without being heard?

 
 


 
  2009.01.06  00.33
update

Still no job, going crazy sorta... I feel very unproductive, even though I paint, write or go hiking every week. I want to go back to school but can't afford it and I need to go to ohio to visit aj her dads going to die and she needs my support. I just don't know if I have the funds to make it out there. I'm stuck in a rut. If anyone knows any leads please inform me. Thank you.

 
 


 
  2008.11.29  19.46
update

Okay so in recent events, I was fired, so I've been hiking on the weekends with some friends mostly to stay active. I have high hopes that I will get another job soon. Hopefully a better one. I'm working on getting new head shots so my agency can send them out to theatrical agents for me. I feel healthy, I'm in great shape and I'm happy... What more could you ask for. Money would be cool...

 
 


 
  2008.10.08  21.23
interning at the keyclub

Doing sound for bands is not a hard job, but there's still so much more I need to learn. I hope this upcoming paycheck is around 300 dollars cause if not then I'm screwed. Anyway on a lighter note I went to 3 different 99 cent stores today looking for these glow in the dark glasses and finally found some after the 3rd one. So I brought some to work for some fun times. Woo... I'll be venturing out to moscow tonight. Then home to watch friends! Rocking out! Okay bye

 
 


 
  2008.10.06  12.55
court didn't go so bad

Went to court just so that I could assign an appointment for feb.! So now what? Now I watch a movie then get ready for my audition. Side note I would like to go to england. I've never been and I'm a sucker for accents. Maybe australia...

 
 


 
  2008.10.05  23.21
good news

So about 5 people messaged me today saying they saw my nfl commercial! Stoked about that. Not stoked about going to court tomorrow. Has to be done though. Aye me. I'm hungry but I don't feel like cooking so maybe I'll just go to bed. Night

 
 


 
  2008.10.01  11.43
last night

I went to my work with Ed and Christian to go see George Harrisons son band play. It wasn't bad I just prefered the band that played before them. Afterwards we headed over to kung pao kitty to keep Jared company. It was quasi dead which is not a big surprise on tues. It was fun all in all.

 
 


 
  2008.09.27  21.00
went to the museum today!!!

Skip picked me up at 2pm and we went to the science museum where we learned about air pressure and the human body. It was kind of disappointing that the big fake lady "Tess" didn't eat us... Oh well on to live another day. Now I get to work a russian dance night tonight and am going to work on this crossword puzzle and figure it out. Maybe write my book a little too. Hopefully I'll get out of here by a decent hour, but probably not... Oh and Skip made fun of the way I ate chipotle today as well... I'm a slow eatter... Damn

 
 


 
  2008.09.26  15.33
worst paycheck ever

2 weeks of work and I get 250 bones... Wow this sucks good thing I don't have bills or anything... Wait... Oh well I'll figure something out, I always do. Anyway I'm at work typing this right now about to leave in a minute though just so I can be back at 630 to start working for the night. I'm going to the museum tomorrow and I'm clearly stoked about it! I haven't been to the museum since I was in high school. Geez that was a long time ago... My friend's trying to get me a trip to disneyland too. Last time I was there was with Marc. Like 2 or 3 years ago damn. I miss working halloween haunt. I'm going to go as a visitor this year though if I can scrounge up some bills. I want to get a bike too.. Okay well I'm off got to go to target and to deposit my check and to finish my laundry. Cheers!

 
 


 
  2008.09.24  17.24
last nights party

Okay so last night was Kelly's and my bday party at kung pow kitty last night. So many people showed up, I had a great time. I just noticed there's crap on my ceiling, no clue how it got there. My shower needs to be fixed too its worse then ever. Tried vegan mac and cheese for the first time today, doesn't taste like mac and cheese, but it still tastes good. So I'm okay with it. Tonight I work.

 
 


 
  2008.09.23  13.02
I haven't been on here in quite awhile

So little updating... I've done a couple of shoots with hot topic, just did a nfl commercial too. My birthday was on sunday, went to my moms then came home and showered tried to hurry to go to cinespace before closing but no luck by the time I finished getting ready it was too late, so skip and I went and got late night del. Tonight is kelly and my bday party it should be very interesting. Stoked!

 
 


 
  2007.06.19  12.04
I guess blondes can have fun too

Okay so in recent events I decided that I needed a change so I went kinda drastic and turned my head blonde ha ha ha... I'm digging the new look, and I'm getting great responce from it. We'll see how long it lasts. Now I'm off gotta go job hunting. Cheers

 
 


 
  2007.02.02  04.30
creeped out

Lately I've been having a demon that visits me in my dream. In the dream he is in the form of an old lady at a home. I go to visit this lady because someone tells me it's my grandmother. I take a look at her and I say that isn't my grandma right after I say that is when I realize that it is a demon and not an actual person. Needless to say I panic for a minute but then I tell it it's not welcome and the dream ends. I don't know what is causing this and it's been boggling my mind perhaps you think there's no such thing and that I'm imagining these things or that it's just a dream. I know it's real. now I should get some sleep because scott leaves for tour tomorrow and I'm bummed out because I'll miss him. If you believe in prayer I say do it. As hard and as often as possible.



Mood: contemplative
 
 


 
  2007.01.29  03.56
okay so yeah

I rarely ever post in my LJ... Let's see... Lately I've been stressing because I am jobless and I need one bad because its making me an insomniac and I need money none the less... I have an interview tomorrow with what looks like a promising job... I'll cross my fingers also a prayer or 2 shouldn't hurt... I miss a lot of people kinda makes me sad... I also have an amazing boyfriend that puts up with my weirdness... First guy in awhile and I'm happy. I miss my mescru although I got to see them this week I need them more in my life... Right now I guess that's about it ohhh and some photographers are taking interest in me... I have a unique face ha ha ha... Wish I was a little taller though... Cheers to all



Mood: stressed
 
 


 
  2006.02.24  12.57
hi scott

I'm sitting here and travis is smoking... fun fun fun

 
 


 
  2004.12.17  01.52
myspace is down

So good ol' myspace pops up a window of pack man and I turn to livejournal... It's been awhile and I'm not quite sure what to write... I've been letting the family guy repeat it's opening credit page, you know the one where you choose which episode you want to watch on the dvd... I could probably recite it, but I wont.. I'm tired so I will go... Later.



Mood: good
 
 


 
  2004.07.20  21.55
so yeah

a lot of things have happened but I'm here to say goodbye to my good friend Josh Adams... You were always there for me when I needed you and I can't believe you are gone... I wish I could have said one last goodbye... I hope you and your kid sis are in a better place now... I love you... Miss you so much....

 
 


 
  2004.02.05  21.38
a few things I've decided

1)when 'm sick people think I'm on drugs or drunk
2)When I actually am drunk I like to talk to flowers and ask them about their colors and they end up tragically dying when I pick them off of their stem
3)I sometimes wake up vertical
4)it's winter and winter means frozen balls (mine that is)
5)I hate the word nipple but I think chlymidia is a pretty word
6)I used to be able to spell in highschool now I'm just a dumbass
7)smoking causes lung cancer and birth defects (I'm going to die anyway why not go out like half the people in this world does)
8)kids are cool till they learn about the opposite sex and the opposite sex now has a form of disease called you guesses it kooties
9)kooties are real
10)I've decided that there's not much to write about anymore so I'm off... Bye

xoxo



Mood: contemplative
 
 


 
  2004.01.23  14.27
fill this out for me

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

 
 


 
  2003.12.21  22.12
Had one of the most amasing dates on Friday night

His name is Dakota... He's 22 he has tattoos... We started the date off with vegan thai food then we continued on to where we saw pretty in pink on the big screen (his idea) Then we headed down to 7 11 for some coffee and ice cream and we sat there and people watched for like 2 hours.... It was so awesome!!! Then I drove him home... I got to see him last night too!!! So great!!!


XOXO



Mood: sick
 
 


 
  2003.11.13  22.02
SO my two jobs

ROCK!. Anyway I have been busy with work lately, and I have a huge crush on this one guy and I think he may like me too! So I'm happy.... My hair rocks really it does... I'm going to see my mom on sat so I'm excited cause I miss her ssooooooooo much... I love her! Mommy I love you and I miss you :(.... I'm gonna go cry now



Mood: sad
 
 


 
  2003.10.23  20.53
guys bum me out

but what's new... gonna start giving up soon



Mood: bummed
 
 


 
  2003.10.10  11.55
boococky

did Tylers hair yesterday and he did mine... Doesn't look half bad... Anyway if anyone wants to hang out give me a call on the celly mah phone



Mood: groggy
 
 


 
  2003.10.04  17.08
ha ha ha

Well I got into a fight and got my lip cut, but you should have seen the other person ha ha ha... Anyway I'm not going to go into details because it's stupid and I'd rather just lets your minds think the worse... Anyway work is going great... I love my boss and all the people I work with... They're a great bunch... So I find out like 2 weeks ago that they're closing down the hub and most of the people are going to lose their jobs... What a tragity... I feel no loss... They're gonna turn it into a bar... I havn't hung out with a bunch of people lately because I've been busy with work... I still have that lonely feeling on the edge of my shoulder but I guess I will just always feel that way... I've been wanting a boyfriend for like a month now but no one is interested in me... So I'm just gonna let it go... I'm gonna go to the halloween shop with tyler now... Have a great day



Mood: creative
 
 


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